Still here, kind of....

So, it's been two and a half weeks and I'm a little tired of being tired and achy. But, on the bright side, it is getting better! Still a little hormonal (o.k. a lot hormonal, cuz I'm pretty much cycling right now too!) I am having the hardest time with depression right now. I only felt this way right after having a couple of my kids. I don't want to do anything. But I hate staying in my room. And I hate coming out of it because the kids are fighting and I want to run away instead of deal with it. Aaaaaah! I hate this! I feel like such a loser!
One good thing is that I signed up to take an online class with Jessica Sprague for Photoshop CS3. Did that about 3 days ago and haven't gone downstairs to actually log in a do something about it! Maybe I need to write down a to do list and force myself to do it. I think that might be a little easier then just thinking to myself, "I should be doing this...."
Hmmmmm...my list will include 1.Get up before noon ( I know, that is so horrible. I have been sleeping in to escape the world.) 2.Clean some kitchen cupboards.(they were done recently but the kids really love to mess them up when I'm not down there all the time) 3. Start the photoshop class. 4.Take the kids to the park and get some pictures to upload on my blog. 5. Learn how to get the pictures on my blog. (Maybe that one should be Number 4.) 6. How about making dinner for once in forever! (Man would my kids think they'd gone to Heaven or what?) 7. Have Family Home Evening (Haven't done that in a while. Don't dwell on the loser part... don't dwell on the loser part...)
I'll let you know how everything goes tomorrow!